I… Don’t know if here’s the best place to comment about this, but since this is a personal blog…

Most of my friends left me last year.

I wanna focus on the positives first. I started dating, then I got into a poly relationship, and manage to balance both my partners so far (I’m still scared about the attention split, but it’s working). I got an amazing job at a political campaign, basically being the mayor candidate’s right hand (which was unheard of for someone not from inside the party), and that job manage to land me my Macbook M1!

This last year was… weird. So much good things… So many amazing people. But it also left me scarred.

I had a lot of problem between my roommates last year, including my “technically” ex (technically because he never had the guts to publicly date me). Which, after some bad mouthing, culminated on a spetacular long rant on my discord server.

Paragraphs long rants from his friends on how I was a horrible person. The words “vile creature” were actually said regarding me, and a lot of stuff mentioning my girlfriend… Just as a low-blow. They used to be my friends too… But I can’t call them that anymore after such a targeted attack to me and the people I love. So I cut ties. With the people who accused me, with my former best friends.

It’s weird how the worst time of my year preceded the best week of my life by literally 24 hours. How finally meeting my girlfriend in person made all this go away.

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It… hurts. Not the accusation, but the fact no one listened to me between the breakup and the server blow-off. Not even my best friend, the person I used to imagine babysitting my kids, could give five minutes to defend me.

I’m still thorn by it, I don’t wanna see them anymore, but also… they were a part of me, for a quarter of my life pretty much.

I’m happy where I am now, I have people who love and support me like I never had before… Maybe it was for the best, maybe the pain will stop… I hope so.

It’s gonna be a fleeting memory someday